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Thursday, March 27th, 2008
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Wednesday, July 25th, 2007
2:26 pm - update

I don't want to delete this journal, but I never use it. At first I wanted to back up all my old thoughts and stuff, but now I kind of just want to leave it behind me. I still comment though...who knows.

Anyway, I hope all is well with everybody :]

I took a break from UCLA because 6 classes in 4.5 months was killer and I'm planning on going to Paris for September, if not then, January :D. I'm still with Shawn but he's been in europe for the past 11 days and I really miss him. He comes back August 7th but I'm supposed to be going to Miami (my dad is moving there btw) during that time. Who knows! Still working at Myspace...I don't like my job but I love the company. Yup, thats a good chunk for now

current mood: sleepy

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Friday, January 19th, 2007
9:07 am - HAPPY FRIDAY!

LOL that picture...made my day. I love kitties.
I'm sick :[

current mood: sick

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Wednesday, January 10th, 2007
7:27 am - update!
Hey everybody...

I am never on here...it sucks because I have no idea what's going on with y'all. I've decided to give a quick update about myself, either for you, or for me to look back on later:

Finished school in May 06, now I'm at UCLA working towards getting my C.P.A.
I got a car! finally! I got it Saturday, it's an Audi A4 and her name is Leoni (IT'S GERMAN)

I'm still with Shawn, he's been really great, so I hope we can keep it up.
I've been working at my current job for about 3 months now and I do enjoy it, although it's my first REAL job so I'm really paranoid about it.

If I had to add one more thing, it would be to move out of the house. I really need to leave there (my mom has had her bf living on our couch for the past 6 months, he doesn't have a job, he doesn't pay rent or do chores, yet she get's mad at me for not being nice to him, hmm)

That's about it, if you guys want to give me a quick update about yourselves I would love to hear it.

*Lori, let's get sushi soon*

Oh P.S. This morning some idiot ran into a fire hydrant on Ventura Blvd. leaving the water to run into my street. I put on skinny jeans and SUEDE heels trying to be cute, only to have to wade in about 6 inches of water to get into my car. ugh, the WHOLE street was flooded.

current mood: good

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Thursday, November 23rd, 2006
1:08 pm - lalala

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Wednesday, November 22nd, 2006
I'm countray

OMG...hes in a shopping cart...

Lori: Didnt we try that in a stroller with Lucky? Didn't twork out though...

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Sunday, October 29th, 2006
4:51 pm - yayyyy

Create dolls on The Doll Palace doll maker www.thedollpalace.com


current mood: accomplished

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Wednesday, October 25th, 2006
4:20 pm - LALALALA
these amused me:


current mood: geeky

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Saturday, October 21st, 2006
6:31 pm - Happy weekend Yall
Happy Birthday Jonathan!! (lori's bf) and here is a pic of the kitten to make the weekend better:

current mood: tired

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Thursday, October 19th, 2006
11:22 pm - YAY


current mood: aggravated

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Saturday, September 30th, 2006
7:43 pm - HAHAHA
This made me laugh SO HARD

current mood: cranky

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Friday, September 29th, 2006
1:24 am - I don't get it...
For my birthday, nobody did anything. No offense to my friends, because everybody though someone else was doing something and the nobody ended up doing anything. But Shawn, my boyfriend didn't do jack shit. Yeah he got me some flowers and balloons in the morning, but then we got in a fight about why he wasn't at my house. And lo and behold, he just stays out and doesnt do anything. I thought he would make it up, he got me a Tivo and cupcakes, but I want more. It was my 21st birthday and nobody did anything, not even my parents.

I just wanted him to take me out to a nice dinner, or celebrate a little month annniversary ANYTHING, but nothing still. And so Lis calls me telling me that for Shawn's birthday (Oct. 8th, exactly 2 months after mine) that they are planning a surprise costume party for him. >:[

First of all, John was on my side. Second of all Bridge and I will NOT be participating. I think Shawn deserves nothing after what he did to me. After I planned his surprise 22nd birthday with his parents...and he did NOTHING FOR MY 21ST. WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH THIS PICTURE?!!!!!!!!!!!!

I dont want to speak to anybody until after Shawns stupid ass birthday. I hope anybody involved goes straight to hell. It may sound harsh, but I really felt like shit on my birthday and I hope Shawn feels that way too. I can't be the "bigger person" in this case because its fucked up. I can't stand by and get fucked over again. Thanks guys, really appreciate it.

Bridge is the only person who has my back, and I guess other outsiders like Lori and Tiff. But lis...tsk tsk tsk.

current mood: crushed

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Saturday, September 9th, 2006
10:59 pm - BORING
Its Saturday and I'm at home!!!!!! yayyyy :]

or not. It's really not that exciting, I'm bored out of my mind I swear! Nobody is doing anything today....Shawn left without me, that was nice of him. :|

current mood: cranky

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Saturday, September 2nd, 2006
8:14 pm - A quick psychological meltdown
So I'm sitting here with nothing to do....and all these thoughts are running through my head. Things I'm upset about, or have been upset about...and I'm just going to rant about them here.

Why don't I have a job?! In the beginning I was picky but now its just ridiculous. Not only do I not have anything to do with my time, there is nothing to wake up for, so I just sleep...and be bored all day. I'm pissed that I don't have any money too. LAME.

I literally have no friends. And once again, I am sick and tired of giving my 150% while my friends (except Lis) give 50%. Nobody is that fucking busy, c'mon. Brit...stop acting like a bitch, Bridgit return my texts and calls and hanging out with Amber so much, Tiff if you wanna hang out just call me and lets make plans! And Lori, we just need to hang out period. At least you have 2 jobs and school and a bf so you have an excuse, everybody else doesnt.

My birthday...NOBODY DID ANYTHING and I hate them for it. Bridgit really tried and I'm happy she went out with me and made me feel better. SHAWN still owes me big and so far has not done anything to make it up to me. I'm giving him until his birthday else I'll make sure to ruin his birthday too. :] Also my mom didn't get me anything...neither did my aunt or my uncle. My grandma gave me a ROBE...and some money. Really, thanks for the effort FAMILY.

Speaking of family...I'm pissed at my dad for taking all my pictures down and not returning my calls...then getting upset that I don't call him or do his chores for him.

It feels good to get out...but I still want some welbutrin BLEHASWQDIOQ

current mood: annoyed

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3:04 pm - i love the sims
Someone made this pussycat dolls video with Sims....

Now I don't really like their music, but this video gave me LOLLERSKATES!!!


current mood: chipper

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Monday, August 28th, 2006
4:52 pm - random
So I saw this angelina commercial for Shiseido. Then someone else posted this video from Resident Evil and the two are very similar....

Then This:

Then Check out the site for Japan:


I'm not saying its a conspiracy theory....but they are very similar. :]

current mood: awake

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Monday, August 7th, 2006
8:42 pm - ::sigh::
So tomorrow is my birthday...and im not that happy about it. I don't know...what I'm doing, if anybody cares about it our what. Bridge said she wanted to take me out tonight at midnight, but I haven't heard anything from her all day. :[ I have an interview...and an eyebrow appointment tomorrow! That's exciting. And my friend Brit...friends of friends and we hit it off, is coming in tomorrow at 8 am. And thats that!

In other news...Alberts brother david SHOT AND KILLED his girlfriend. It's been all over the news and he took the gun with him...now they can't find him....It's so sad and shocking to hear, as if the mom hasnt gone through enough.

I'm old :[

current mood: bored

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Thursday, August 3rd, 2006
4:19 pm - Britney Spears acting very strange or STONED

Really random video of britney back in the day...maybe she's on e

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2:07 pm - YAYYYY

Birthday Countdown Banner


current mood: crazy

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Friday, July 28th, 2006
12:13 pm - HAPPY FRIDAY

That made me laugh...How is everybody today!?

current mood: calm

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